a;lsdkjfad;lrjwepofjslkj i came across an old audio i did for an e//x and wow i really say “i love you” so much?

what a great thing though why reserve and be stingy with “i love”s like shit man i loved him and it crashed and burned spectacularly but i loved him with no shame and i know that wasn’t what i thought it was but i have no regrets over expressing my love so freely

i fucking love my friends so much they’re more family than my father will ever be and i make sure they know like shit man i love them so much

and brendan

my brendan

he says that his favorite part of waking up is that i’m usually awake before him and i drop him messages every morning

“love u bb thanks for last night”

“love u <3″

“i love you please don’t ever forget that”

and like wow!! i’m really such a loving person and for five years i let my parents make me think i was some kind of demon spawn with no regard for anyone else and no sense of love or family or anything good

idk i just like that i can say it a lot even when things don’t go well