god today was such a cursed day

went to my first class today bracing myself for unpleasantness since i didn’t really get along with the professor bc i hated!! his boy’s club teaching method in the last class i took with him

but no

it’s taught by TWO professors i wanted to avoid

to be fair the second professor barely knows me

… because i dropped his class last semester after the suic*de

and then i tried to turn in a form so i could overload this semester

office was still running on summer hours and was closed

i did a stupid and slipped my form under the door, idk why i did that and am full of regret

after that i took a bus to go to the mall to get notebooks

got on the express bus instead and ended up going all the way to noho

got to the mall on the ride back but then my bra ripped

so i fucking,,, spent more money on emergency bras when i’d already bought some online

and then when i got to target they didn’t have any spiral bound notebooks that i needed so i didn’t buy notebooks anyway

and now brendan’s ignoring me because his friends sucked him into For The King and he says the game’s super distracting but he treats me like i’m the distraction

i just feel like garbage today

i have homework to do for tomorrow but i just

don’t see the point