it’s only the first day but school didn’t feel as bad as i thought it would. it was nice to see the one (1) white male professor i like and my classes seem genuinely interesting and engaging. hopefully the readings don’t kill me but i guess i’m just gonna have to budget my time lmao

i need to start getting rid of things like clothes i don’t wear and shit like that so that all my things will fit in 2 suitcases, a carry-on, and a backpack again, to prepare for moving. my classes seem cool but i still hate my classmates and i don’t want to interact or engage with people here so that’s gonna be a bit rough

but some fringe friends are still here, turns out some people i’m still vaguely friendly with took semesters and years off here and there so they’re gonna be around. i don’t feel any pressure to socialize with them thank god but it’s nice to see a face i know in a classroom every once in a while

i just wanna peace out and go to texas. yeah that’s a definite move i think. a lot of my True Friends live in austin and brendan’s there too so it seems like a wise move overall

hopefully this school year doesn’t kill me