i just

get so giggly and squishy when it comes to brendan

i can’t help it the oxytocin just floods my system whenever i think of him

i went to therapy today and my therapist asked how i was post-trip so i told him about the withdrawal and how i was having trouble adjusting to being back which wasn’t like me

and basically spent the entire time being poked at over my squishiness and how glowy talking about snuggling and spooning made me

… okay but i still can’t believe brendan likes spooning so much

it’s fucking incredible he’s so cute

and when he said on the bus that i could sleep on him on the plane omg my heart

AND WHEN I PLONKED MY HEAD DOWN ON HIS SHOULDER AND HE RESTED HIS ON MINE AND THEN AFTERWARD SAID THAT IT WAS SUPER CUTE????

i can’t deal he’s so adorable i literally roll around screeching because he’s so cute and i love him so much