Am I ever gonna stop screaming about my feelings NOPE NYALL ARE STUCK

I JUST REALLY LOVE BRENDAN A LOT OKAY

I know, so shockingly heterosexual (well, about as hetero as a nonbinary person can get)

He does such cute shit though

I sent a crusty ass half asleep selfie on snap asking what he’d do if he saw this gremlin sleeping next to him and he said he’d kiss me!!!!

He’s the only person my switch has taken a backseat for, cuddling with him just feels too nice as it is

Not to say I’m not curious about what it’d be like with him since he makes me feel so warm and safe but it’s not a Let’s See If We Match In That Way kind of feeling but the oxytocin and dopamine rush from spooning is overwhelming enough as it is

I wanna video chat with him before I have to start my massive clean and pack before going back on campus

Hopefully I don’t chicken out on asking tonight