i wish

i could ask things without choking up

i want to see him

i want to see him

but we were watching shitty horror movies / horror comedies and of course all the women there are so pretty

and i don’t feel pretty enough to go on cam

but if i want to see him on cam i need to get on cam myself

and i’m not pretty enough for that

i’m not pretty enough to do that

my foot went straight past my mouth down my throat when i mentioned how pretty one of the actresses was

he said i was prettier

i told him to stop joking like that

at the same time i just

i can’t ask

it’s greedy

i can’t be greedy